Formerly the user of the now deleted account, Daph0dille. I'm assuming now that if you're reading this you want to know about me. Je suis, Anna. A lot of people hate me now, I kind of hate me too. I wish the world was made up of fantasy creatures ; My mind is constantly lthinking up impossible story lines and i'm just running away from the real world with a dream of finding my true love. I contradict myself a lot of the time and am easily intimidated by people. I can't stand up for myself, I'm weak and I do not hold grudges. I don't often start conversation, unless you appeal to me, so unless we talk then there will be no conversation until you make the first word. Is that Anti-social? I can be Anti-social at times. I don't mean it personally, I'm just not great at keeping up and making an effort which isn't a good mixture that eventually compels me into being shit at conversation. Also, I'm just going to put it out there, that you won't like me. I'm a piece of shit, we'll eventually forget about each other and you'll forget I exsist. I won't take it personally, I'm already numb, You won't hurt my feelings. On some days, I'll feel the need to be girly, and on others i will seem dark and rather depressive. I might also seem unfocused and quite withdrawn. Many of my opinions can change, i change, change scares me. I don't like people who apologize for no decent reason, it annoys me. People frustrate me easily, to the point I am angry with complete stranger. I am not usually angry, though some people drive me to it, I am quite peaceful. I am fascinated by phsycological disorders, bones, old architecture, and astronomy. I tend to feel like I am out of control. I feel like I have no control over my life or myself. I have so many disorders I can't even name them. I have a major anxiety disorder, I panic and worry a lot, Occasionally I feel physically sick from worrying. Self Harmed Yes, And I wam so regretful of it. I am not emo, call me emo, and trust me, I will snap. It was the only way I felt in control of smoething, but I am stopped/stopping, I don't like talking about it, so don't mention it if at all possible. I started surrounding myself in positivity, I have begun to create my bedroom into a place with things that I like and make me feel happy, I bought a cork board to place memories with old friends and things i love. A detox from negativity I guess you can say. I painted it my favorite colour and hung fairy lights around the room, turn your room into a safe haven, a place where you can run away from bad thought, not sitting and wallowing in them. Also, I'm in love with an amazing guy who doesn't love me back since Auguest 2010. To me he makes everything seem so much more worth it and I just want to go and slit his slut of a girlfriend's neck. But all I want is his happiness.
